The 1st time

I cried.
For the first time since we got together, he made me cry.
Reason? I burped.
Stupid right? But then, he just couldn't stop joking about it.
So when we got into the car after having dinner, I cried.
The conversation went something like this.

Me : *sob* *sob*
Him : Hey, nangis ke? kenapa?
Me : Malu laaa...
Him : Kat iman ke kat orang lain?
Me : Kat iman laaaa.. orang lain tak kisah pun!
Him : laaa.. kenapa nak malu. U know i was just joking with u kan.. Sebelum ni ara pernah cakap nak p b*r** kot! setakat sendawa tu no hal lah!
Me : Ok. * tears still streaming*
Him : Dah, dah.. mai sini. Jangan nangis lagi ok.

Then, he just drove around with me in his arms. I think it's PMS. I don't know. I was being utterly emotional. We had joked about a million other things and made fun of each other on other more serious things. Confirmed. PMS. hahaha..

And the sweetest thing? We were supposed to get ice cream after dinner but end up not going since I didnt wat to *konon2 merajuk*. So after I reached my room, was just lying down, too lazy to get freshen up, he called.

"Hey, u left something. Iman dah kat depan ni. Come get it."

Guess what. He brought me ice cream!!! WEEE~~
I love him. Sangat. Amat. Banyak. SEKALI.

Simple Little Things

I want to write.
I want to tell you so many things.
Things that have been happening in my life.
But i wonder.
Is anyone listening?
Does anyone even care?
I don't know.

I want to tell you stories.
Simple little things that makes me happy.
Stupid annoying stuff that makes me sad.
Will u listen?

Syukur.

I'm grateful.
I'm grateful that I have GREAT friends around me.
I'm grateful to have a loving boyfriend who lets me be me.
Most of, I'm truly grateful that I have a loving, supportive family and the coolest mum ever.

Selamat Hari Raya people.
Ampun dan Maaf for all my wrongdoings. Intentionally and unintentionally.



Much love.

Miss Green

This post is dedicated to Miss Jessie Tay. My best friend. My 'out-tune' girl. My sister.

After a few months not seeing each other we finally got a chance to meet up last Saturday. *she has been in KL for a few months already and now only we're meeting up.* Besides getting prettier, nothing about her seem to change. She's still the old friend that I used to know. We laugh at the same kind of jokes. We feel about the same things. We're still loud as ever *there was only two of us at murni but then.... hahaha* . Oh! And my friend Jessie, she has this ability or should I say the tendency to change my boyfriend's name. From Rizman, it's Rizzy. Gosh.

Well, I really hope that Heliene could join us someday. I miss her to death too. Although I don't see them often, we still click like the way we used to in high school.



p.s TO my other friends who may be reading this. U guys are my life too. I love u people to bits.

A heartfelt appology

I was at tok's place last friday, just to lepak at her place for the weekend (for the good food and also to take her grocery shopping). When I arrived, Tok said that Maran from Carrefour is coming to give her a visit and to appologise for the incident the other day. Apparently tok had written a complaint letter to Carrefour. A ver long one I should say.

So Maran came at 2.30 with a hamper and a very sincere appology. He wanted to see if there was anything else he could do for us. The good news was that after the incident, Carrefour Subang Jaya had bought 4 new wheelchairs and they are now improving their facilities for the disabled. He had also informed the other Carrefours to do the same thing. Alas, something good came out of all that mess the other day.

I'm just glad that nothing happened to Tok the other day. Oh btw, syukur. Tok's cast had been removed and she's learning how to "walk" again.. :)

Till then... Selamat berpuasa!

ROJAK.

This happened like a year ago.
I was in the lift. Beautiful morning. Got to get to class.

Suddenly two guys got in and Mr.A was telling Mr.B that he got into an accident during the weekend. He was telling where and when and suddenly he said this, "biasala, cina. aku tgh reverse tengok-tengok dia kat belakang." *whatever he said after that was blur to me*

I mean, COME ON!!! What is wrong with u, abang? Is there any DIFFERENCE between how a malay, chinese, indian or whatever-race-for-god's-sake drives?! That was just one of the many form of discrimination that happens around us everyday.With. or without us noticing.

I really hope that we can be less discriminating and more understanding. Eventhough we have different believes, we are all the same deep down inside, bukan? HUMAN. If you want respect, you have to earn it. It works both ways.



I miss my schooling days. It was soo..... muhibah.




I really can go on and on talking about this. But I guess that's for now. I hope this entry could be a reminder to me too.. To be less discrminating. Even towards my own race.

Annoyed

I am soooo A.N.N.O.Y.E.D.

I mean, how do u tell someone that she is annoying?

1. By avoiding eye contact and don't give a fish when they are talking.
2. Ignore that person. Wait. Sounds like no.1.
3. By sighing sooooo loudly and storm out of the class when they are nagging about some ketul2 manusia or something.
4. Tell it straight to her tepung komak-ed face that she's frigging annoying.

Tuhan. Tolonglah berikan I kesabaran dan kekuatan. It's Ramadhan and here I am bitching about her. But I cant help it you see. I really cant stand her! Pretending to be all cute and nice. Someone help me. Sil vous plait!