YOU

I don't get it. I really don't.
Why must you try so hard to be someone else?
Why can't you just be YOU?

It's sickening.

Silent Reader

This entry is especially for my silent reader:

I want to see you everyday, but I don't want to bug you.
I want you with me ALL the time, but I don't want to be clingy.
I want you to be mine only, but I don't want to be possessive.
I want you to read my mind, but I know that's impossible.

So, what I can do is:

To tell you what I'm thinking so that you wouldn't say that I'm playing politics with you.
To trust you and truly know and believe that you love me.
To appreciate and cherish all the moments that we share together, quality and not quantity matters.


Last but not least, I Love You ok? Banyak sangat.

Happy Birthday

She is by far the friendliest person I've ever met since I entered University. We only got the chance to get to know each other during the second semester when we were put together in a room with 6 other friends for the semester. She was just so warm and easy to talk to. N oh, she's also very domesticated. hee... She's also a very tidy person. The part that I love about her? She makes the best mee sedap in the whole wide world. I don't know how she does it, but it tastes soooooo good. ( no, there's no special ingredients, she just uses whatever is inside the packet). Okok, seriously. Fera is just a great friend to have, fun to be around with, and very pretty too! :)



So, this entry is especially dedicated to FERA MUTIA KHAIRUNNISA:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! You are now legal. heehe..


p.s. Wait up ok? I'll be there in a month. ;)

Happy Chinese New Year!

Ketupat.
Oranges.
Peanuts.
Nasi Dagang.
Sate.

Guess where? At the CNY Open House in Rompin organised by the MCA at the Tua Pek Kong *hope i got the spelling right*. I guess this can onlybe seen in Malaysia huh? Who would have thought, Nasi Dagang during CNY! heee.. but then, i sure miss the kuih kapit n kuih bakar.

Anyways, I would like to wish all my Chinese friends Happy New Year, and may the new year brings u good health, wealth and prosperity. :)


p.s. will be going back to shah alam tomorrow. Im torn in 2. One part of me doesnt want to leave home and another part of me misses everyone back there esp the bf.

Thanks sue. pfft.

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.


RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people. Tagged by Fillyoscope


1. What were you doing before this?
*happily chatting with the bf, blog hopping n then... i read sue's comment. shit. haha..


2.If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
* that barbie house i dreamed of when i was six. Damn.


3. If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
* not much different whether im a guy or a girl kan? well, except for the physical attributes laa..


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
* get a hummer, buy a nice house, give some to my family, charity and SHOPPING!!!


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
* i dont know. im not psychic (altho i claim to be)


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* being loved by someone


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
* a lifetime? it we're meant to be together...


8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
* nothing.


9. Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
* yes, once. but i didnt snatch him ok! :p and that was like in high school.


10. Would you fight with your friend for a guy/girl?
* no.


11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
* married with kids, a job, still a good daughter.


12. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
* fun, nice to talk with


13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
*married but poor

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
* depends


15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
* the one who loves me most. Duh!


16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* i guess. tak baik berdendam bukan?


17. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
* r'ship


18. If you have the chance to turn back time,will you?
* no. everything happens for a reason


19. What are the things you cannot leave home without?
* clothes! hahahah..


20.Who would you like to tag?
charlie, hakim, filzah, zetty *only these people read my blog. sad.*

The 1st time

I cried.
For the first time since we got together, he made me cry.
Reason? I burped.
Stupid right? But then, he just couldn't stop joking about it.
So when we got into the car after having dinner, I cried.
The conversation went something like this.

Me : *sob* *sob*
Him : Hey, nangis ke? kenapa?
Me : Malu laaa...
Him : Kat iman ke kat orang lain?
Me : Kat iman laaaa.. orang lain tak kisah pun!
Him : laaa.. kenapa nak malu. U know i was just joking with u kan.. Sebelum ni ara pernah cakap nak p b*r** kot! setakat sendawa tu no hal lah!
Me : Ok. * tears still streaming*
Him : Dah, dah.. mai sini. Jangan nangis lagi ok.

Then, he just drove around with me in his arms. I think it's PMS. I don't know. I was being utterly emotional. We had joked about a million other things and made fun of each other on other more serious things. Confirmed. PMS. hahaha..

And the sweetest thing? We were supposed to get ice cream after dinner but end up not going since I didnt wat to *konon2 merajuk*. So after I reached my room, was just lying down, too lazy to get freshen up, he called.

"Hey, u left something. Iman dah kat depan ni. Come get it."

Guess what. He brought me ice cream!!! WEEE~~
I love him. Sangat. Amat. Banyak. SEKALI.

Simple Little Things

I want to write.
I want to tell you so many things.
Things that have been happening in my life.
But i wonder.
Is anyone listening?
Does anyone even care?
I don't know.

I want to tell you stories.
Simple little things that makes me happy.
Stupid annoying stuff that makes me sad.
Will u listen?